06 December 2004
:: Week 43 - She's a super freak, super freak ::

Well, not really. Just human like everyone else.

I mean, after my last binge plus a weekend where I attended four different social events all centred around drinking and eating (including two 16 point mugs of egg nog on Sunday...), if I had done anything OTHER than gain, I would clearly be a freak of gigantic proportions.

A gain of .5kg (1.1lb) is not too bad (I won the bet, Mina, but only for half the amount I expected!), but it's still not a great way to start the month of December.

I'm really going to have to watch what goes into my mouth the next few weeks. Had I known that I was going to schlork down THIRTY TWO POINTS in two mugs of egg nog, I think I would have stuck to my water.

Oh, who am I kidding, I would have just had half a mug. Maybe.

It was really good nog.

Fortunately, this week is quiet. So far I only have dinner out with a friend who is vegetarian, so if I play my cards right, I can have a scrummy dinner with barely any points in it.

I need to focus hard on my goal. To be 75kg (165.3lb) the first week of January. I know I can do it, I just have to remind myself every time I'm about to stick something in my face.

I have also come to an uncomfortable realisation.

I've mentioned a couple of times that in my previous WW attempts, I never counted sugary points. It all got too hard because I consumed so many of them. Usually in fermented or brewed liquid form.

This time, no drinkies with dinner, fewer nights out at the pub, no after dinner shots or pre dinner cocktails and I'm counting sugary points religiously. And I'm losing really well.

I was on the phone to a dear friend who moved to London a year ago. She was complaining that she had a hangover, the first she'd had since she left Australia. She said that she hadn't been drinking as much because she was a Billy-No-Mates and didn't have anyone to go out on the piss with.

Neither do I. And I'm losing weight.

I'm beginning to think that alcohol played a really big part in my weight gain. Not that I was an alcoholic or anything scary like that, but previously there would be Friday night pub o'clock at work (with nibblies), regular sessions at the local pub gossiping and hashing out issues (with nibblies--and I should point out that I really, REALLY miss the hashing out part) and other opportunities to imbibe.

Nowadays, I'd be lucky to have one drink a week.

I'm not missing it hugely, and I enjoy it very much when I do have a quiet one or two. But I'm thinking that a large part of what I gained this week was related to the amount of sugar I drank (there was an AWFUL lot of it).

Hmmmm, food for thought.

For those who've asked, I did indeed complete NaNoWriMo this year. The result isn't hideous, but it is currently unedited. If you want to have a look, or even a read, it's here. I've already had some lovely feedback about it from a total stranger, which is completely cool in a weird sort of way. So let me know what you think!


ladymisstree | 08:53 PM | Take a bite (4)

Hey Freak! heh. A gain of 0.5kg is pretty damn good considering your week. I reckon I would have gained a lot more! oh, for some egg nog...mmmmm...

I cut out alcohol when I started WW and I rarely drink now. Like, almost never. I'd much rather spend my points on FOOD, heh. And like you, I don't really miss drinking! Of course there are times when I do enjoy it, but only on special occasions and even then in moderation.


Served up by Kimba at 08:41 on 07|12|04


OH! and I read your NaNoWriMo effort and it's great! I've never attempted writing anything of that length, I find it really daunting. So BRAVO to you :)


Served up by Kimba at 08:44 on 07|12|04


I love those little realisation moments... "Holy shit, no wonder I was nearly splitting my skin like a fat sausage cooking!" Remembering our old habits, what triggered them and how we dealt with them is part of our healing process.

Ya know, I dont think I've ever had egg nog.


Served up by Nurse Beckie at 11:18 on 07|12|04


Ooooh don't you hate that? Reading a blog which gives you an "aha!" moment JUST before you go out to a party? It changed my plans (to go quietly nuts and make up for it today) entirely! I ate nothing at all fried (a challenge, which meant I hogged the rice paper rolls and got glared at by all the old ladies, but tough, it's them or me) and had only one mince pie and 3 reds. So thanks for another insight. And what good news on the .5kg! So glad your blowout didn't make a huge dent in your great work. The trouble with Christmas is that it's all so yummy...(sigh). We'll all get through it together. have a lovely day


Served up by LBTEPA at 06:48 on 08|12|04